"Don't ever be so afraid of heartache that you forget to love."

2011-03-13T19:24:00.004+08:00

These were taken some time back on 1st march, mommy's b'day. Sadly she didn't wna take any photos so just the cake itself!

Finally done w eoy papers, think I'm gna fare badly except for stats. Shall see on the 31st march!

Keep fingers crossed* :(

On a happy note, caught up w Abi on tues aft studying session w Xiaohui, Cat & Minglin @ civic! Had our dinner @ lot 1's pizzahut aft gettin' her beloved book. The waiters there are damn polite, like seriously! (Y)

And I think I just did smth crazy, trimmed like 15cm of my hair away. Different much? (Compared t above picture)

I swear I've nvr like t cut short my hair ah well but see until sian alr, change for smth new also not a bad thing right?

1402

2011-02-14T23:06:00.007+08:00

First of all, happy valentine's everybody! So long since I update this thing here so might as well do it tday since it's a meaningful day for dear and myself hehe

Caught 'What A Woman Wants (我知女人心)' in the afternoon w dear, initially I was telling him the movie like not nice but aft watching... thumbs up!*

this is from him! ;) headed t his house aft movie, and my dear boy gave me a surprise. I seriously didn't expect that he'll buy me what I've been wanting t have ok, a guinea pig :D

Me is totally happygirl93 ^^v

went t the shop and ask bout how t take care of the guinea pig & stuffs and we cab back t my house tgt w our new "baby"!

Tonight I realised a gentle and caring side of dear! Like seriously...

Next was gambling session @ Marcus's place on last tues and, @ dear's place on sat w Junquan, Weirong, Yangkeng, Boni and Ruiyuan before we headed over t centre...

The week before that was cny! Visiting @ jalan damai on chu yi and yck on chu er.

And for that week's sat dear & I went t Junquan's and Weiyi's house for visiting tgt w the usual bunch! ;)

Now gg.com alr eoy exams are in just 2weeks time and I've learnt n-o-t-h-i-n-g up till now. Yes! Blame myself for skipping school every now and thn. Gna sign the debar form tml~ seriously don't feel like appealing -.-

Dear just texted me this, "I think you should go google for guinea pig health or later die." NB >:(

2010-12-27T13:17:00.003+08:00

Have been spending some time w dear almost everyday since holiday started. This week ain't so bored aft all, tuesday marcus's house w dear and junquan t play poker thursday minfang accompanied me down t aljunied aftmaths I headed t marsiling meet my dearest abigail at her house vicinity. Catch up on lotsa stuffs and ate alot = fats but me likeeee ;) saturday was xmas and guess what? I spent my day working @ bugis's starhub. It's so tiring cus had t stand the whole day ok but boredom didn't manage t kill me cus I've facebook and angrybird hehe. Made afew new friends too! Janet, alistair and aloysius! Met minfang and marilyn @ orchard control station and we headed t amk hub, all the shops are mostly closed cus public holiday. Met dear @ cwp aftwhich we caught midnight movie Gulliver's Travels tgt w his brother and his girlfr. Nice movie! So my promoter job ended ytd and I'm still considering whether t continue next weekend or work leon's that job. I just typed a whole chunk hmmm gna makeup, lunch and heading out alr!

2010-12-20T00:28:00.003+08:00

Back home not long ago, am mad full aft eating zi char @ some makan place in yishun w dear, junquan ruiyuan boni weiyi fujiat junle weirong yangkeng & his girlfr! Awesome treat though ;) overheard smth said by boni which made me seriously damn fucked up but oh well, forget it. Ting jiu hao~ :@

2010-12-19T01:14:00.006+08:00

Celebrated the pig's 18th this afternoon, lunched @ plaza sing's swensens...

My strawberry soda totally look diff from this aft afew mins cus the icecream started melting.

Went t take neoprints while waiting for movie t start at 4.30.

This is seriously our first time taking tgt ha ha.

I have no idea what's Tron storyline about, and I ended up dozing off afew times -.- dear went off first for his grandma's celebration while I went over starhub centre t find minfang! I swear I nearly lost my way there, what a singaporean lah LOL. Waited for her t finish work, bought my stuffs from 313 somerset and headed home alr. Hope the b'day boy enjoyed himself tday!

Ok I'm mad tired alr, gna shower and off t slp. Wan an ;)

2010-12-17T23:22:00.004+08:00

YESSA NO MORE SCHOOL FOR THE NEXT 3 WEEKS, SHIOK MAX.

Celebrating dear's 18th b'day tml~ gna burn pocket alr lo. And seriously I'm still cracking my brain over whr t bring him tml, suggestions? ;( shall go press some arrows, so long since I done that!

22nd monthsary

2010-12-14T22:11:00.000+08:00

Flag day w Minfang, Marilyn, Cat, Xiaohui, Minglin on last sat!

I'm so looking forw t holidays. Ok actually not, I need a job, this month needa burn pocket alr! So many disappointing things recently and I swear I'm so fucked up. Is working really THAT impt?

2010-12-04T02:39:00.005+08:00

Monday was sist's 21st b'day!

Was ill and went t the doctor's the next morning. So now I've t retake my wfb paper before I can finally enjoy my school days. Self declared holiday on wed, headed t vivo w birdface. Lunched @ swensens > caught Megamind and went over t taka find donald for a short while before Haagen Dazs! :D awesome day I swear, enjoyed myself alot ;)

Back t school on thurs, start t chiong accounting. Up till now I still cant figure out what the hell is depreciation and disposal. And I doubt I can even pass tday's ca. But... TGIF! :D

2010-11-20T01:08:00.003+08:00

I wish my boyfr has more time for me

2010-11-17T00:13:00.003+08:00

Had our water bombing agn ytd w the usuals for Marilyn and Wilson. Teacher call it childish, we call it fun ;) I think it's high time for me t dye my hair agn as you can see but seriously, I'm fucking lazy and broke.

CAs are nearing one by one, and awesome max I've not started revising, keep telling myself aiya still got time, tml thn revise etc etc. But my tml nvr comes. I need t buck up for my studies, at the very least pass my gpa. Gna be a good girl, try t pay attention in class, complete my homeworks and do my revision. Shall go press some arrows before gng t bed, meeting Minfang to town tml! ;)

2010-11-10T18:33:00.003+08:00

As promised, I'm back w a post for tday! Celebrated Catherine's 17th in class aft school tgt w Minfang, Marilyn, Xiaohui, Huaiyi, Alvin, Shengjie, William, Wilson and Kelvin! Our water bombs like free flow only! Should've taken a picture of our class aft the "war", like flooded only ah :D

Had so much fun and laughters w classmates even though we got a free "shower" in class hehe. Hope our birthday girl enjoyed herself just now, last but not least,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CATHERINE TOH! (L)

Shall upload more pictures from Cat's camera here aft she send me! ;) for the meanwhile, a supa fat and big photo of Minfang and my face! LOL~

Scored full marks for my business stats test, I think I rockz hahaha k lah bye.

2010-11-09T09:11:00.001+08:00

Gave school a miss tday, meeting dear aftws :D

2010-11-07T22:31:00.003+08:00

Hello all, how's your day tday? ;)

I just realised it has been so long since I blogged bout my dear, yea? We're gng on fine currently, though he just told me smth rather disappointing on fri. I just want us t spend more time tgt, but this cant seems t get into his pig brain. Mad angry w him seriously! :@

Was watching 读心神探 when I received his text, showered and thn headed over t meet him like 7 in the morning. I know it sounds cliché, but I really wished that time stops whenever he's by my side. Got home supa early last night I swear, cus he needed t go for work (sian die~)

Visited mummy @ hospital agn this evening, the house seems really amissed w/o her... :( had steamboat @ outram road aftmaths and cabbed home alr. Sucks man, 3 days of holiday just passed in a blink of an eye. Gna have monday blues tml I guess. Shall end here, will be back w smth special on wed maybe? :D xoxo.

2010-11-06T01:07:00.003+08:00

Happy Deevapali ppl! So happy (more of becus there isnt any school) somehow tday feels like a saturday t me, hmmm.

Okay so, this week's rather fine. Had business stats test and accounting CA which I think I can score pretty well cus I studied for it. Hehe ^^v

Went t visit mummy in the hospital earlier on w dad and poly. In ICU but glad that she's doing quite well other thn body still very weak. Mummy, God bless you okay! (L)

Got home, and thn went downstairs t lepak, seriously listening t them talk cock can make me laugh and laugh. Quite long since I catch up w them huh? :D I dunno what t blog about anymore for the time being, so goodbye!

2010-11-01T17:25:00.004+08:00

Went t school tday for an hour t be exact, did iac test and self declared dismissal w Minfang aftmaths. Headed t sembawang and waited for Marilyn before gng over t ssc. Okay shit maximum I've not studied for tml's statistic test. Till thn, xoxo ;)

Am I expecting too much from you?

One in a million

2010-10-30T02:52:00.001+08:00

2010-10-30T00:20:00.009+08:00

Ytd I met gohguanyi aft school ended, and dear him brought me t eat kfc (L) and as you can see, my diet plan always fail when he's ard haha! Maybe my resistance not good enough. Like really becoming 白白胖胖 alr ley jialat. Homed and thn badminton w sist and Jonathan!

Damn it, aint exercising supposed t maintain my weight or what, so why am I still gettin' fatter and fatter. WHY HUH WHY?!

Anw, I've dyed my hair t peachberry...

Yea, like agn. It's alr the 2nd time this month. Suay suay when my colour starts t fade thn the sectionhead do her spotchecks. Continue dyeing frequently I think I'm gna go bald alr, really. So much for bleaching my hair during june.

Ah yes, I went for tday's october festival @ school, pretty disappointing cus there wasnt any crowd anywhr as compared t the nationdal day's one apart from the haunted house.

Talking bout haunted house, Marilyn buay steady one! So only Huaiyi, Minfang and I went and according t Huaiyi I was actually pinching her throughout exploring. Yayaya I screamed the most, the loudest. Expected k. Chicken me >:(

Home t change thn meet dear and Junle @ centre aftwhich we headed t 888 t meet Junquan, Weirong, Ah tong and Fujiat. Also do nth one, just lepak lepak and lepak. K nth t do so just blog, supper time! :D and I just realised this post like quite long ley, not bad not bad. ;)

看着那张你我昨日的照片
我想还在爱着的从前
知道你还难过知道你还爱我
知道是我的错是我的错
我承认我对你不好
你为我付出的一切我都知道
知道你受的苦真太多
怎么值得你这样做
怎么值得你还在等我
谢谢你还在爱我
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天有一天我会看见
别人笑我洒脱
其实我没有那么的洒脱
我承认我对你不好
你为我付出的一切我都知道
知道你受的苦真太多
怎么值得你这样做
怎么值得让你还在等着我
谢谢你还在爱我
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天有一天我会看见
别人笑我洒脱
其实我没有那么的洒脱
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天有一天我会看见
别人笑我洒脱
其实我没有那么的洒脱

2010-10-27T10:12:00.004+08:00

I did try gng t school as often as I can, but there's always this cb teacher who fucking wna play bias. Hello? Am I the only one w coloured hair? It's obvious you're just picking on me, wa what, ppl w coloured hair let them continue attending lessons, and yet you fucking ask me t go home. And funny huh, the last time when she did spotcheck said that brown and grey contacts are allowed. NOW SHE TOLD ME COLOURED LENS ARE NOT ALLOWED.

So I got home early ytd like 11ish, and thn headed out agn t meet dear. Had pastamania. How long have we really go out tgt? ;) returned t his house did my overdue homeworks and thn went down centre. We bus-ed back tgt w Kian and wj, and dear brought me t see my guinea pigs, like mad cute only!

Dear had even wanted t buy it for me ytd but the one we wanted was bought by another customer. And sum up, the total price of gettin' one is ~$150. Hmm, we shall go down another day t check out their new guinea pigs. ;)

So basically I'm stonning at home just got up from my sleep. Prolly gng back t school only on friday.

2010-10-25T18:16:00.003+08:00

I'm gna buck up for my studies, I'm gna start saving money. I want a guinea pig. Do you think my dear guanyi will buy for me? Hmmm.

2010-10-25T10:33:00.004+08:00

Current fav song ;)

Guess you're gone for good

2010-10-22T20:42:00.006+08:00

Okay, I've seriously nth t blog nowadays. But on a sidenote, I attended school everyday for this week! So proud of myself please. Now I dont have t listen t sectionhead's nagging bout my hair colour (dislike my current hair colour 2thmax)

Ben's birthday on the 20th, our class did a little celebration for him but damn him k, keep telling me JESLINE NI BIAN FEI LIAO LEY. Ah, but I feel this way too.

Oh, and did I mention? My gpa for last sem was 1.5. SO FUCKING SMART I AM. Love die myself alr, I cant get BE inside my brain for nuts. How t even pass the retest?!

Time t relax one corner. Bye for now!

2010-10-16T10:23:00.004+08:00

I'm looking forward t the next holiday when school has only reopened 5days ago. FML please.

Something about love

2010-10-10T17:50:00.003+08:00

Town w Abigail on friday!

And thn we had a feast @ woodlands centre, hope my darling takes good care of herself man. Cant wait t meet her soon for part 2 of our feast :D :D :D sadly, just afew pictures we took.

Okay so it's kinda sucky cus tml school's gna reopen. Back t 8 - 4pm life, burying my head in books. Okay lah, not that jialat actually. Guess I'll still continue t slack ard. Hmm, I've received my pay! I should seriously start saving, how ah? ;(

2010-10-06T23:53:00.003+08:00

Went northpoint w Minfang tday, fucking long since I ate @ ishimura! We were mad full aft eating half of what we've bought. HA HA.

Spent most of our $$$ in funland aftmaths while waiting for bro and his cousin. Lepak at their ah ma's house, like spent the whole evening playing poker? Back t woodlands, lepak at fragrant agn till 11 or so and Joel gave me a ride back.

2010-10-04T21:59:00.007+08:00

Hi baby, so long since I've updated you w pictures. I shall be your good owner for tday and do so thn ;)

Headed t town ytd w this tortoise Minfang. Troublesome her, said I didnt tell her we're gng town so she anyhow wear. So we ended up gng back t her house for her t change and thn finally t town.

Okay so the pictures are actually in random order.

Plaza sing > bugis > 313 > woodlands centre

Took neoprints which make us look totally like mad retards so Minfang say dont let anybody see.

So I'm the only one doing shopping the whole of ytd, this silly girl only come t accomany me -.- I shall buy my beloved heels the next time I go town! Bought a top from m)phosis t reward myself aft working for sooooooooooo long. Wooo, mad satisfaction.

Accompanied her t woodlands centre get her lip piercing done and I got a free ride back. Heeeeeee.

Lepak till 11 or so and home sweet home! :D

Shall end this post w a supa big picture of myself!

Back t working tml, let's hope xd's morning call succeeds tml morning! Post agn when I feel like it.
XOXO

2010-09-30T00:08:00.002+08:00

Since the start of this week I've been working w Minfang, Huaiyi and Xundun. It's so stuffy there, fans are limited, chairs are limited. Same goes t our breaktime. Oh well, but what t do? No money = cannot enjoy life! BUT, I JUST LAUGHED LIKE MAD TDAY.

2010-09-26T03:57:00.002+08:00

Spent the whole evening of tday stoning @ centre watching dear, junquan junle weirong boni fujiat yangkeng play pool.

Happy pill

2010-09-21T20:28:00.003+08:00

Okay, thanks t dear now I look like a pikachu.

2010-09-20T04:45:00.001+08:00

My phone is dying on me. ;(

2010-09-04T18:35:00.002+08:00

This is the sticky's I love you sweet dear gave me tday. Sweet of him huh? ;) caught Haunted Changi which I think it's pretty scary for me ugh. Waiting for dear t be back home now, bye!

Xoxo.

2010-08-28T04:59:00.005+08:00

Minfang came over cwp t meet me in the afternoon tday, was aft long before Yicheng Elgene and Weisiang reach. Headed t town, bought nth back in the end. Had burger king before heading home.

Last day of work

Overdue photos

Gng t bed alr, meeting dear aftws.

Goodnight!

TIME. TO. SHED. SOME. FATS.

A short update

2010-08-10T16:59:00.003+08:00

Am @ dear's house now, accompanied him t bishan's recruit express earlier on. Otw back he sieh gl, keep disturbing me bout ****** LOL like wtf only. Went t shengsiong t buy some food back t cook and we headed home.

Ah, last week's photos.

As usual, he's slping. Gng home soon. BYE.

2010-06-21T01:22:00.006+08:00

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2010-06-19T01:59:00.003+08:00

Zoo outing w Jianing Alicia and Abigail ytd :D

2010-05-30T16:48:00.002+08:00

Never thought that I'd fall for someone so deep until I met you :) loves.

Anw, thanks girlies (ivy mavis liping violet), and d3ar for celebrating my birthday! Thanks for those who wished me thru text/facebook and of cause, IQE! I enjoyed myself. Pictures are all in facebook.

I miss catching up w abigail alicia jianing! :@

2010-05-16T04:30:00.006+08:00

School's fine, dear & I are fine, everything is on the right track currently except that I've been skipping school of lately. Trying not t be lazy but how t even drag myself t school when all lessons other than accounting are fucking boring? :(

Caught up w Abigail on thurs for dinner, wonder when is the rest gna be free... haha, and fri was dear & my 15th monthsary! Caught IP Man 2, which's really a must-watch! :D

Shall end this w...

Love you dear ♥

2010-04-30T09:18:00.005+08:00

A dear's house now while he's at school, dang i wish time could pass faster so that i can see him soon :>

2010-04-26T17:23:00.008+08:00

Accompanied dear t sunshine plaza last sat t do his tattoo @ skinlabel, which's my first time seeing ppl putting tattoo, haha! Headed over t ps had our carl's jr while waiting for junquan, ah tong & his girlfr, wei rong, wei yi, wei chon, jun le, boni & fu jiat. Back t woodlands, watch them pool at center till near 10 and we cab home tgt w ah tong & his girlfr.

School's pretty good tday and the so so nice weather (Y)

Trained home w minfang and catherine and guess what? I'm home before 4 30!

2010-04-23T23:15:00.005+08:00

Didnt attend school for ytd and tday, finally a day w more thn 8hrs of sleep :)

I passed my 23th licence! :D

Turning in soon, accompanying dear t get his angkong done tml morning.

Night!

2010-04-20T16:55:00.007+08:00

SUP!

Have been long since i update this space. So far so good for me? So like during the period of time i didnt blog, went for junquan's birthday chalet which i had fun!!!!!!! Love 2thmax \m/

Had school the following day which's totally a new environment for me. I think i'm adapting well. Met new ppl, made new friends, but i still get t see some of exschoolmates ard :) school even brought us t macpherson ite last thurs for cca roadshow but one bad thing is... we needa go back on our own, am so gna skip this coming thurs's trip t LTA, sumpa!! Ite is indeed much slacking compared t secondary school life but i'm starting t feel lazy alr, how ah how?

Like tday damn pek chek, went t school at 12 cus first lesson cancelled, aft OA lesson they say the next lesson cancelled can go home. Power 2thmax ah, go all the way t bishan just for a 2hrs lesson -.- Head str8 back t woodlands, chance upon junquan&co. @ 540, junquan & yee hern keep saying i look like xmm w my backpack!!!!!

I need pictures here, like badly.

2010-03-27T01:17:00.008+08:00

Went t chr w guanyi & fu jiat this afternoon t collect our certs before gng over t marcus's house play poker.

Entertaining myself w gy's phone while they'r playing other kinds of poker which i totally dont know (the only game i know is blackjack!) :C

Left ard 8, and thn headed t 888 for kfc w my dear dear and home sweet home! Gna eat the eggtarts dear bought just now and thn off t sleep hehe :)

2010-03-25T18:10:00.001+08:00

Balloonz aft lunch! :)

Fighting for nothing

2010-03-21T17:52:00.003+08:00

Caught 'How to train your dragon' 3D ytd evening w gy. Like cwp first 3D movie ever! Cool or what? Toothless is so cute 2thmax :)

2010-03-17T22:58:00.000+08:00

2010-03-11T17:09:00.004+08:00

I slept at 3 in the morning the day before and woke up at 5am. Pretty tired hur plus it was raining, such a good weather t slp!!! Rushed over t cwp meet yimun and we headed t simei ite for hairwashing & blowdrying :)

Went back woodlands on my own, had lunch at home and thn headed t guanyi's house, fujiat & i waited for a long time before guanyi is finally ready t leave his house. What can i expect from a slowpoke? :D

Met junquan, wei yi, wei rong, yee hern, louis, jelvonn, nicholas & rui yuan the birthday boy @ amk's K pool. Trained over t bugis aft they finish their game, waited for ying kai & ry's friend.

Guanyi, fujiat, ying kai & i ended up eating at pastamania while the rest at seoul garden. Haha cus it's much cheaper!!!

So like 3 of us cab back t woodlands ard 10ish as i was really damn sleepy until bth :> That's all.

2010-03-09T17:31:00.002+08:00

I just realised that this blog's so lack of update! So, all these while i had been working w guanyi & friends. And thn some time back i met abigail and junwen, had our drinking session @ 515. And thn a couple of times t woodlands centre watch guanyi & his friends play pool. I had lotsa fun but there's something weighing on my mind which i hate much :( and yea i made my first trip down t bishan ite on the 3rd w my mum, for the time being am not really looking forward t school. I've taken out my septum piercing, guess i'm really not used t it :)

I miss the old you.

2010-02-22T11:42:00.002+08:00

Have been working the past few nights w dear, leon & fu jiat. Wenta ramsey's house for visiting on saturday night aft work w them and some others. Finally a day off tday! Cant wait for payday on the 5th, there's too much things i needa get, including dear's 1year-present :C

2010-02-17T01:42:00.008+08:00

Town last friday w dear, fu jiat, ah tong, jun quan, yee hern, wei yi, jelvonn, wee kiat, wei rong, timothy & yang keng t get their cny clothes.

FEP > bugis

Thanks t wee kiat ah, all of us had t take the extra mile t reach bugis.

CNY day 1 @ jalan damai,

Day 2 @ yck,

So tday, i spent the whole afternoon at gy's house. Pretty pissed off cus he keep falling aslp :<

Mess ard w his formal...

Like damn big size!!!

Cabbed down t vista aftmaths, had reunion dinner w the group of them till like 10ish and thn gy came over my house t bai nian.

2010-02-16T12:33:00.003+08:00

Waiting for dear goh guanyi t wake up now.

2010-02-11T12:24:00.001+08:00

Blog will be down for the time being.

2010-02-09T10:24:00.006+08:00

Met dear on sat, i think we were slping most of the time? His clock la walau thot still very early wtf by the time we were fully awake alr 5. Had kfc agn hahahaha :> went back t slp agn and homed ard 9.

Jurong point w mummy, sherry & poly on sunday t get our cny clothes. Bought a set of clothes each from Valerie & High Tea.

Cabbed back t cwp meet my dad, celebrated poly's birtday in advance @ Jack's place. Awesome dessert :>

Bought poly a necklace from Helen, hope she likes it. Dear came over meet me for a 'lilwhile before i cab home :)

Gna take a bath nao, working later.

2010-02-03T17:00:00.004+08:00

V day on 14/1
Our 1st year on 14/1
CNY on 14/1

Damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn :(

Sometimes i really wish i'm the only one you spend everyday w. Nth's gna change between us even when school starts for me ^^ love you.

The tears that I fall mean nothing at all

2010-02-01T11:28:00.006+08:00

Met dear on saturday as usual, had kfc before going home.

Met mavis & ivy for work @ orchard ytd, guess most of our time are spent eating at ps. Miss these girls hell lot :<

Ivy left for her work aft that whereas mavis accompanied me t woodlands centre t get my septum pierced and we ate kfc before going home ard 10 ^^

13 days' time omg.

Not once not twice but so many times

2010-01-29T02:54:00.003+08:00

How t bring myself t trust the things you say? Promising me this minute that you wont this and that and repeating the same fucking issue the next minute. How many times have we argued bout this? How many times have you said you'll change, how many times have you lied t me about these? Hate it when you treat as if nothing happens. Hello? Maybe you'r not worried bout our r/s, but i am.

The end

2010-01-28T17:42:00.001+08:00

21st :)

Sometimes i wonder why...

why did i do so much and yet this is still what i get in return?

love is unconditional, but why... :( hate it when i wanted t spend more time w you and haha look what you did.

Love gives no reason

2010-01-27T17:29:00.004+08:00

So bishan ite here i come. Hope ite wouldnt be stressful/boring for me. Decided not t appeal for hospitality operations. Believe it or not, i'm still gna work hard put in my best effort. APRIL!!!!

2010-01-26T01:13:00.002+08:00

Guess who's this? Ha ha.

"It's much better t be apart and wish you were tgt thn t be tgt and wish you were apart."

But i just miss you way too much.

Intertwined

2010-01-24T01:24:00.005+08:00

Haha so guess what, i'm blogging and playing audi at the same time right now. Met gy on fri like usual. Mac > arcade > movie > 2nd home > home! Tooth Fairy was awesome :)

It's always the lil' things you do that makes me happy

But now, do you even bother? /:

Sometimes the more you try t change, the more things stay the same.

But no matter what, you'r the one i love and this will nvr change my dear :D

2010-01-21T15:57:00.003+08:00

sucks 2thmax.

Meeting gy tml :)

It wasnt easy

2010-01-17T23:36:00.004+08:00

So what was i up t this whole week?
Guess i'm really getting lifeless, my life is so mundane hanging out w the same ppl over and over again.
So, monday went back school for o level results. Saw many faces that i kinda miss but oh well... :/ glad that abigail came down as promised! :) sad ah i got like SO MANY points. So now imma gna really try t focus studying. Easier said thn done actually. Cus i always dont say what i mean and mean what i say. Hopefully i can really motivate myself in higher nitec.

Wednesday, worked w dear, haoren & yilin till like 4 in the morning. Dead beat. Funniest was yilin left his hp in the cab and the driver actually wanted him t pay 7bucks if he wants t get his phone back. Funny shit.

Thursday, was our 11th month but it wasnt a happy day for myself.

Friday, worked w dear. I've finally understand why money is hard t earn.

Saturday, met dear. Slept thru out the whole afternoon, watched tele & thn t downstairs for kfc before sending me home at night.

Tml i'm going t work again. I try t help in whatever ways i can, but pls, it's time t wake up.

Mutual trust

2010-01-10T16:48:00.007+08:00

I shall sum up what i did ytd! *insert fat smileys

Met abigail in the morning for mac. Omg like finally we met kkkkkkkkkkkkkkk, nicey her treat me hotcakes :) ♥

Dear's house aft that > 304 kpt find junquan & his friend. Kinda like iceblast just alil toothpasteish :)

Headed t cwp, had our pasta and thn t timezone. Chanced upon yi yong & yee hern again lol. Back t dear's house, slept for awhile before cabbing home round 9.

FML

2010-01-09T01:11:00.002+08:00

Why am i making a fuss out of the slightest thing, why ah whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Do you remember

2010-01-08T01:44:00.007+08:00

Night aft night, one aft another.
Fuck man do you really mean it whenever you say you'll choose me over them? Okay but i think that's not the point anymore, needa learn not t be so... Oh well while others are preparing for school now(like my sist), i'm gna on my air con and sleep! Hahaha. Hope gy would at least rmb t drop me a text aft he's home later. No point here waiting aimlessly, :[ :[ :[

Time check: 6 31 am

Wise up, please

2010-01-07T02:19:00.002+08:00

I passed my 20th licence! It's easy 2thmax :)

Love your hugs

2010-01-06T02:58:00.003+08:00

So tday i went t meet dear :) watched a funny show thn slack thn we cab t vista. Had my dinner and dear accompanied me t wait for sherry. Kna disturb like wth cus i actually pronounced sweet cone instead of corn lol like wtfz. Went cwp t get dad's birthday present and dear went off before that. Saw xinfang and it's so nice of her t treat me bubbletea! :D went t walk ard aft that and dear appeared out of nowhr. Love his surprises man :) Homed ard 9. Tiring day hur, dear fell asleep alr, guess it's time for me t go t bed also. Before i end this post...

Happy birthday t my dad! ♥

You belong with me

2010-01-04T16:00:00.003+08:00

Yayheee good newsssssssss! (insert millions of smiley) dear's not going back t chr. Just wanted t spend more time tgt w him lo :O anw right, fat tortoise came over t meet me in the morning and thn tgt w poly we went vista for lunch. Somebody was being irritating by imitating lin da lang, hahaha laugh die me. Poly kna disturbed like mad :D Homed and started audi ing whereelse dear went t pool again.

2010-01-03T05:22:00.002+08:00

Met dear on the 31st & 1st, didnt countdown or whatsoever. Lifeless enough -.-

This blog is so dead....

2009-12-29T12:44:00.006+08:00

HI GNA GO ADMIRALTY NOW, UPLOAD THE REMAINING PHOTOS MOST PROBABLY WHEN I'M BACK! Dear's going back t school next year :[

Merry christmas

2009-12-26T04:39:00.006+08:00

Caught Alvin & the chipmunks 2 w dear this afternoon and i luv it! :D kind of lazy t blog anymore, gna phone dear in a while's time hehe :)

2009-12-21T04:23:00.002+08:00

"You dont priortize me, how am I supposed t believe?"
:[

Happy birthday

2009-12-19T17:06:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was another happy day, met dear at his house in the morning. Nua-ed at his house till afternoon before we went down t do his posb card and meet junquan. Went back t get leon a uniform before we cab over t vista and meet the rest. So long since i saw some of them, kinda... weird but am okay :) the guys went t school collect their nlevel results slip and amazingly dear passed. Happy for him luhhh, this silly boy keep smiling at his slip -.- headed t cwp. Treated dear t pastamania and caught Avatar aft our meal. Aft movie was ard 9plus, went vista as mummy has smth for dear. Thn homed.

On a happy note, dear got me another wugui! :D ♥♥♥♥♥ felt so bad not buying dear a birthday cake and yet he bought me smth .___.

Ain't worth

2009-12-16T04:40:00.004+08:00

Am so bored right now man, feel like posting smth t make this blog livelier but couldnt think of any. Um ok last sat when i met dear right, we went t catch The Princess and the frog! Nth much lately cus i've been staying at home. I need some plans for dear's bday this coming friday, like omgz :O

On this day, God wants you to know...
... that tonight you can turn your worries to God, and have a good night's sleep. You've been worrying too much about the future lately. So tonight, go ahead, put your faith in God, and just have a peaceful evening and a restful sleep.

What have i been pondering over these few days... Will be back w photos aft 18th :)

Before i go t bed...

2009-12-14T04:41:00.005+08:00

Life can nvr be the same & filled w happiness w/o you

HAPPY 10TH MONTHSARY DEAR ♥

It's fucking boring 2thmax cuz i cant meet dear tday, audi w bentou earlier on and did i mention that i finally passed my 19th's licence? :D like dunno how many fucking attempts la. Am listening t the same songs over & over again and i guess it's time t sleep! Wonder what's my owl doing...

人类如果没有心脏那就好了
受伤不会流血
悲伤也不会流泪

Keep me in your heart for always

2009-12-10T02:56:00.005+08:00

For the past one week dear had been accompanying me for my job interviews from like Jurong point t Tampines t Jurong t Eunos. One of dear's hostel friend was w us too.

The most recent one was the best one plsssssss, start off pay $1200 + commission but needa work 6days/week equals lesser time in meeting dear. Hoping that i'll get that job tho. Knew some things which's like... so damn power! HAHA

Shopping w dear on monday was an awesome one :) from like The Heeren t 313 @ somerset. He bought like so many while myself, haha none. And thn we went t Kian's house thn dear's house thn homed i am.

So lazy t blog nowadays, just cant fucking pass my lvl 19's audi licence.

Never without you :)

2009-11-30T13:08:00.002+08:00

Hiiiii just a short post, ytd was sist's bday, went t eat at Jack's place. The lobster soup is so nice taste exactly like baby porridge, luvvvvvvvvvvvvv it man.

Ok am at dear's house now, going t jurong point aftwards, got job interview. Gna upload like 50 odd picts like maybe the next time i'm online ok bai!

2009-11-27T02:56:00.004+08:00

Positives and Negatives of
Taurus:

Positive Qualities of Taurus
Mature, Reliable,
Calm, Loyal, Friendly, Patient, Confident, Affectionate, Practical, Loving,
Secure, Kind, Determined, Artistic, Self-Reliant

Negative Qualities
of Taurus
Self-indulgent, Acrimonious, Possessive, Greedy, Envious,
Indolent, Materialistic, Obstinate
Finally finish watching 古灵精探2. Naw what should i do at home!?

When I look at you, my mind goes on a trip

2009-11-25T02:35:00.008+08:00

Pictures say it all :)

I think i'm fucking hard t please, haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :[

2009-11-22T06:43:00.001+08:00

Hiiii, i met dear this morning again. Cabbed t his house in the morning, surprisingly he's alr awake. We went t eat kfc ard afternoon? Dear keeps saying that i'm getting fatter

and fatter when he's the one who say go eat mac/kfc, etc etc everytime. Haha i've a video of him vacuuming his room floor tday but i dont think i can upload cus he's so fucking gna kill me if he knows. Well, tday equals fun :)

2009-11-20T16:29:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BDAY ABI DARLING ♥

2009-11-19T02:00:00.000+08:00

Went over t find dear ytd :D went t eat @ pastamania > back t his house > homed.

Glad that my audi skills aint that bad aft not playing for so so soooooo long, haha!

2009-11-16T22:04:00.001+08:00

"Im contented w the way things are right now."

9th month ♥

2009-11-15T17:36:00.000+08:00

Woke up ard 9 ytd, wrote a letter for dear (hope he luvz it), hurry hurry took a bathe & prepared all that and cabbed over t meet dear :D nua at his house for some time, helped him w changing bedsheets and bused over t cwp. So damn full aft eating mega mcspicy. Looks like im still far from my 50k! :[ Caught '2012' soon aft that, nice movie :) bought tongue studs for dear & myself before going back t his house and thn homed!

Haha oh yes before i forgot, helped mummy w lunch on fri. These nuggets are fried by yours truly :P

Am kinda full right now cus i just ate mcspicy again :O

2009-11-13T04:12:00.000+08:00

Dear i miss you, so so much :[

Start of something new

2009-11-12T19:43:00.000+08:00

Dyed my hair at vista tday. Got home ard 6plus, had my dinner and fb all way. Am so damn bored :[ Our 9th month this coming saturday, hehe ♥